Disected.

Have you ever been faced with a side to you that you often excused, or dismissed?

Have you ever had people you love dissect you, showing the ugly truth as to who you are as a person compared to what you believed to be true of you?

Yeah.. it's pretty heavy. Necessary, indefinitely, however... realizing that you have failed on such a profound extreme due to lack of a vertebrae and selfishness...definitely breaks your heart quite a bit.

"It took so long
To realize
I can still hear
her last goodbyes

Now all my days
I'm filled in fears
Wish I could go back
And change the years

We're going through chaaaaaaaaaangesssssss
We're going through chaaaaaaaaaangesssssss
We're going through chaaaaaaaaaangesssssss"

Change is already in active play, been on the pathway up the hill to get to the other side...the obstacles are only the ones I put in the place of success at this point, must prove to myself and loved ones that I am worthy of their love and respect.

Fix things, you ignorant twat of a human being.