blah blah RAWR! Rawr? o.o;

Random things come to mind when you are dealing with withdrawal.

And no it doesn't have to be drug related withdrawal....missing yer fave show time and time again and hearing people talk about the cool shit you missed, or not being able to have a timmies coffee like yer used to having on the reg, not being able to confide in yer friends like yer used to, or even having to deal with the less cushy toliet paper and having to resort to the sand papery kind instead...it can make you a bit cranky.

Hmmm...strike that. People who are used to their vice, be it tv or alcohol or cigs or even online shopping...when you don't have access to yer vice, all of a sudden that bitchy/painfully blunt alter ego comes out...and lets face it, not everyone can do the mind over matter type deal...some of us truly become monsters.

I am trying my best to just...think of pleasant things...keep myself busy...but lately I feel very...hmm whats the word...not fed up...not angry...just...hmmm....yeaning to go and do things that I want to do instead of having to be the one to keep everyone ELSE busy/occupied. Also...I have been finding it hard to keep my honest/rawr opinions to myself....family, gotta love them, but sometimes you really DO need a day away before you get too honest and tell all the unconsciously ignorant/highly opinionated/meddlesome/bossy family members to stfu.

I must do my best to keep my big ol piehole closed, because...I dont really think people are prepared enough to hear my abrasive honesty...and I dont want to be a bitch due to me not having a buffer.

And so...here I sit...gnashing my teeth together while simultaneously humming a song to myself, either hoping for a cig or someone to come kidnap me and give me a day to myself.