Hmm...I've got that yearnin' again...

And no, I'm not yearnin' to misbehave....not yet anyway :P

I am wanting to get back into the ol' swing of things and start my dietary changes/exercise regime back in gear. Really...really...badly.

Granted I have had many a shocked face/compliment given my way when my buddies got to see me recently, which I was thankful for...and my bf compliments me often, which, again, I AM thankful for...

...but when I look in the mirror I usually grimace...and no, I don't magically evolve into the big purple cretin at McDonalds.

My hips are no longer curvy, they're squarish...and don't even get me started on my tummy pooch, gah.

My bf reassures me it will be easy to lose the weight considering how quickly I lost it before...but now my free time is almost a thing of the past, so although I have the drive to do it, finding the time to is going to be difficult.

But...with my youngest daughter coming to me telling me she wants to lose weight...I need to be a positive inspiration and not down my own figure infront of her, hence why I write my frustrations here and have encouraged her to start with me once the newest addition to our household turns a month old.

So I'm thinking about starting a dietary/exercise blog...had one EONS ago but I don't even know if that's still around...kind of wish it was though, I could look through it and remind myself NOT to be negative...or at least, do my best NOT to be negative continously or around my girls...sometimes it's hard being a good role model :/

I have asked my bf to help me get my quest started after next week by taking starting pics...now all I need to do is find measuring tape and take my *gulp* measurements...oh lawdeh lawdeh lawdeh @__@;

Here's hoping I still have the drive to be as dedicated to my lifestyle changes as I was before I got pregnant! *crosses fingers*