*sighs*

I so need a good night out.

Granted it will be quite awhile before I get the chance to....but it's starting to get to me a little bit.

Now that's not to say I don't enjoy spending time with my sweet lil guy or my daughters, I really do, especially since the girls are coming home tomorrow after visiting withtheir father since the 21st...but I guess I miss the little things...being able to play a game of cards...or going to a movie...and due to the ever constant demands of the baby, my and my bf's love life is random at best.

I guess I'm feeling sorry for myself. I don't mean to...and I feel horrid for even complaining...but still, I can't help how I feel. I don't feel resentment or anger or anything remotely close...I just...I just want to have a bit of fun, that's all.

I guess I have baby blues :C