THE FINAL COUNTDOWN! duuu duuu de duuuuu... *hums to herself*

Maaaaaan....I can't WAIT to give birth.

Bring it on, been ready since I was around 6 months...but ah, the waiting...the constant waiting...!

I'm not one who handles pregnancy well...and I don't mean I become a raving lunatic or anything like that, physically I am unable to handle it well. I eal with a LOT of physical discomfort plus I am a high risk pregnancy (I'm RH negative) and omg...the lack of being able to do what I'm used to...many a day I curse at my imobility...yes I understand it and realize that it will be over soon, but I'm a get up and go do things kind of lass and the fact that I can't even get out of a chair/the couch or put on shoes or bend down to pick something up is maddening....MADDENING I tell you! >:U.

I am also bloody well tired of having my ever growing girth being compared to this lady or that lady or this friend or that friend..."Oh I was so SMALL compared to youuuuu!" or "You sure you're not having twins?"

People should bloody well be thankful I do NOT say what's immediately on my mind, otherwise a LOT of people would be told to get bent...and that's just putting it politely. How easy it must be for people to be so 'unintentionally' rude....and the moment you state that...hey, could you just lay off the CONTINUOUS commentary about how big I've become, they twist things to absolve themselves of guilt/lacking tact and make it seem like yer just being 'hormonal'. Ahhh fawk that nonsense. I never made it my goal to make a pregnant woman feel insecure/forever conscious of how their body has changed...I ask how they are doing/feeling, what they've been up to, and if they need anything, not marvel at how wide their asses are or how big their tits are or how many babies there are currently harbouring in their currently enlarged uteruses.

A few people have been smug towards me, saying 'Oh you'll miss the attention you got" Um...no. Not at all. I like having personal space...I'm not one for being fawned over and over...I'll be happy when I get the simple "So how are you holding up?".

I'm also really into the nesting phase...clean clean clean, that's all we ever do around here. Bless my daughters who have been nothing but helpful without any resentment, they are my angels and I know that they will be helpful when the lil one comes, but I'm not going to impose all responsibility upon them so that they get to the point where they resent the lil one...helping is one thing, depriving them of personal time for themselves is something else altogether. My bf is also doing his part to help me without complaint, for which I am truly thankful...he knows that things are going to change dramatically but I don't think he knows to what extent just yet...let's just hope that his eagarness and patience stays intact!

Still so much to do and so little time....better enjoy my ability to sleep while I still can, it's going to be an exhausting first 3 months, and that's if I'm lucky!